Friday, December 31, 2010

Another New Beginning...

this post is specially created to cheerish this night, this memorable night,
that eventually will swept all our joys and regrets throughout this year away...

one would like to live their life to the fullest tonight, being in a cramped place together with other people that they barely meet...or never once meet....
or maybe savoring this time together with their loved one,
albeit their family, wife, husband, children, fiancee, or GF/BF (this is not adviseable,people...)
be it in their cozy little place that they called home,
or simply anywhere that they could find their comfort with...
having a dinner together, merrily chatting with each other,trying to catch up on anything that they missed...
or maybe...snuggle closely, in front of the fire, with a cup of hot chocolate in their hand, simply telling stories that will drift them into a deep sleep...

for me, eventhough my loved one are not by my side tonight, it makes me happy to know that they are somewhere on this earth, safe and sound... 
knowing that my father might as well changing the channel, only to make my sister pissed off at him, or the other two younger sisters that i have that might be yelling at each other, busily running around inside the house, fighting over useless things...or my mother's voice that could be heard throughout the house,telling them to stop...

and to know that my other nine sisters are enjoying themselves as well, reliefs me...
they might be practicing on their songs, perfecting their dance moves, coughing to warm their throat, make a several voice practice, or simply chatting with each other, or sneaking to other girls group waiting room, creating a close bond that even camera could not snap on, or maybe telling jokes to relief their nervousness,despite their 6-7 years practice and 3 years debut's experiences...
or maybe,juz maybe...seeking the warmth by sneaking their arms around each other waist or shoulders, because it is freaking 10 degree c there...or...simply praying for the best on the last night of the year that had witness their ups and down,their joys and sorrow,their tears,blood and sweat, their tears,tears of their hurtful pain and tears of their joy...and of course...their success that the world finally had acknowledge...

I might want to reminisce down to my so called memory lane...coz it never hurt to look back,but it's hurt if it kept happened over and over...

Starting of the year 2010, i juz finished my big examination that will consequently lead me to my future...
but, being the ignorant that i am, i didnt put my 100% efforts in it...
and juz like that, i spent my time at home without anything to do...thats it if my father didnt ask me to help him and bring me to work...
that is in January...

February...i still continue with the same routine for the second month... unlike my other friends that have to finish their national service that last for 3 months...
i love adventures,seriously i am...im not a staff sergeant for no reason...
but silently, i send my grateful to Allah, because i didnt get to attend the program...
because, this is the only time that i have to spend with my family...
for the past 5 years, ive been in 2 different boarding school,spending my time mostly at school,hanging with my friends...because once i get back home,my only friends are my 3 lil sisters...
and i feel bad about that...because once,i accidentally read my sisters' text to her bf,saying that life at home was pretty dull...have sisters but feels like dont...
it hit me hard,and since then i try to make my time with them,especially my juz-turn-17-year-old-last-2-days sister...(even if most of the day i was at cyber cafe as they went to school)
and since i didnt own my lappy yet at that time,i became a regular at that cc...
and yes,it was because of my craze to Super Junior at that time...i watch all their shows,download all their songs and albums,learning every single fact about them and continue to find news about them as my friend wasnt there to supply me anymore...and not to mention,i tried to watch Boys Over Flower in a week time....and i success....because i watch it late at night when nobody was watching tv....i spend 5 hours every night,nonstop juz to watch my Jihoo sunbae...hehe...and you read that right,5hours...i went to sleep when my sister get ready to go to school...or when my dad went to masjid...

March finally arrived, bringing new feelings to me...
not only because of the result,but also because of i officially declared myself to the world as a SONE.
i stumble upon SNSD news on local newspaper,telling about the success of their new song, Oh! some time behind but i paid no attention as i was an ELF at that time...but out of nowhere,1 day as i was clueless as what show to watch at that time,i suddenly remember of Oh!
 i searched on youtube and found their mv,and i might say that their song is quite catchy...but i juz leave it at that point.
back at home,i dont know why my mind kept playing the mv again and again...and seriously,that was the first time i was restless for the rest of the day simply because of one mv...
the next day,the first thing that i did was downloading the mv together with the song to my phone...

its funny...because the first time i know about Girls' Generation i didnt like them at all...
its all because of Haptic cf that they are in together with DBSK which are my bias in 2008...i even hate Jessica for being so lovey dovey with my Changmin oppa...but im not an anti,i remind u...
2009 is the year when Gee swept the kpop world...but im still blind at that time,coz to me kpop is only about my bias which is SuJu....however,i do have gee mv and tell me your wish mv in my pgone at that time,together with other pop song at that time...
i even encourage my dormates to be an ELF...i kept showing them their mvs and their show....along with their picture of course...coz Super Junior files take the biggest space in my memory card..
i have this one habit,which is i only love that particular song if i think the mv is great or fun to watch...if i straightly download the song,then it must be very good then...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

tag....tag...tag...

siriesli neh pes taim buat mende alah neh....
saje je nk test,cam best jek....tgk org len wt,so ak pon wt lar...
kt sini nk tag :
1.cik yaya lion yg minat Jim Blackshare walopon dye da ade awek,
2.cik Kinah sourz yg nk amek lesen kete..(btol ke? ak taram je neh..)
3.cik Hanim LaLa.....keke.....
4.cik Neysak yg pasan dye chantek punyer byk....
and...5. cik Bella bee...aku da luper la ko nyer namer korea... :)

soklan2 nyer...
1. aper yg tgh korg buat sblum jwb mende neh?
2. lagu/video aper yg korg tgh dgr/tgk?
3. tulih sebaris lirik/capture gmbr dri video tuh...
4. spe guys yg paling latest korg tgk?
5. korg addict ngan aper skg neh?

haa...tu jer lar soklan dye...gye cm xbest tp ak pon nga boring neh...walopon lab physics still xmule ag...

biar ak jawab tag tersebut kay...

1. bru abes tgk we got married jo kwon gain eps 2 td....
2. tgh tgk mv gee japanese version...
3. jap eh nk cap jap...

cenggini lar ruper dye...

4. guys...ermm...segan lar...keke...
okeh2...ak jawab...Lee Seung Gi...naper?sbb bru tgk Gumiho td...hak2..
5. tgh addict ngan My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho...bru dpt smlm...nk tgk on9 mls...lmbt sgt...tu yg mnat ngan dae woong skg neh..bye2 la ji hoo ngan kang shin woo tuh..keke...mian oppa...

Monday, December 6, 2010

saket ati...

gle lar...tader wifi....blok llki da bley guner da pon...
tau la nk wt wifi kt stiap blok..tp xkn la lme bebenor....
adesss....terpkse korban ak nye bb terchenta neh...

sok de klas..tp xtdo ag...aishh..nseb lecture ngan IT jer sok...
BI tader...pstuh cuti,tader lab chemist...
selamat...xyh wt report..ngeh2...
penat ag neh...smlm kuar outing...
bfast kt mcd...on9 skali...
pstuh jln2 smpat la smbr 2 album...
sedey sket,Hoot still tader ag...lmbap btol lar nk smpai mesia neh..
amek la shinee lucifer ngan snsd genie japanese....dapat gak card Key yg cumil..keke..

pstuh g surau...dlm kol 12 cmtuh...hak2..gler la g surau awl2...
bkn ape,kne charge laptop la...nk smbung gne....keke....igt cukup ke 2jam jer...
slalu on9 kt cc 5jam kot...mmg gler la...
tgh2 nk siap nk kuar tuh,ader la plak minah neh (ader mamat ke pon n...) tepuk bahu...
tgk kt cermin...tuuu dia...elina yusof  upenyer...lame la xjmpe ko eli....hak2...maken ayu ek ko...
dye skg kt mktab..kalo xclap yg ak dgr,kt perlis...nuu jauh nuu....

lps tuh trun la g Mcd blek...tp tader seat lar plak....
blah g KFC...dok kt seat tepi,cilok line Mcd...sbb line Kfc cam harem jer....
seb bek gak lar sempat donlod abes....bateri pon da mnx nyawe blek da...
pes taim gak la blek kol 4 lebih..slalu amek bas kol 3....
bkn ader aper nk wt pon...tgk wayang??tader keje ak...walopon encik harry tgh nangis sbb dobby mati,lnx dye lar n...
kt bwh tu ad la dorg offer buku...ak mne tgk sgt buku2 cenggini...stakat chicken soup ok lg...
tp kalo dah msuk standard cam jane austen,charles dickens,emily bronte tu sume,mmg x ar...kt skola bley lar pinjam kt library dlu....skg dh maleh...lagi2 kalo yg gne literature gle xhengat...xde keje ak nk bkak kamus....
tetibe ley plak nmpk label 'GEMPAKSTARZ' kt situ....
adey...da la ak da lme stop bli komik neh....mmg byk gler la yg bru ak xbli ag....
trus ak blah...mmg la ad less 10 pcnt,tp mau kopak gak lar ak....
kalo skali smbr seploh doploh buah...kene hmbat ngan mami terchenta la ble angkut bwk blek t...

k lar...nk tidor....td da puas trending yuri nye bday...dasat lar k-sones....siap wt flashmob dpn SME...mau x mengamuk pacik sooman tu....keke...
siap bg adiah ag,beskal waner pink...kalo Tiff,sonok gak la dye dpt beskal pink walopon xtau naik...
tp black pearl?? taper2...Sica baby dye ader...keke.....
annyeong......chiao......zassss................

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

aaa....e-errr.....hmmmm....

i ran through my collection of pictures....
all of it...since the day i started to collect them....
of all those albums...i realise something....
I.DO.NOT.HAVE.ANY.PIC.OF.MY.SORROWFUL.MOMENTS.
n it let me into a deep thinking...
did we take picture juz to capture only those happy moments of ours?
did we take a picture juz to show how happy we are?
OR,did we take a picture...
with so many things running wild inside our head,
with so much burden that people didn't see,
with so much weight that pressure our chest,
and with so much tears that waiting to break,
but decide,it is best if we hide it,
with juz a little curve upright on our lips.

"of course dude,thats why we are taking picture..to capture all our sweet memory.."
"do you think people would want to let others see their sore eyes and red nose??"
"duh,picture is suppose to give happiness whan we look at it.."

thats what you guys might be thinking of right now....
yeah,picture suppose to bear our sweet moment,to remind us of those moments later in our golden days...
but i do think,sometimes we need a proof of hardship that we've been through...
and in this case,i do not imply that we SHOULD take a pic when we cry....
instead,whenever we came through them,we take a  pic of it so that we still remember the feelings being in those situation...
honestly...i do think i have some pic of when i was going through them also but i cant find it...
coz im afraid,i'll be too engross in those happiness till i will be misslead by it...
trust me,i've been in this situation for so many times....
and i think,once again...i am in the way to be misslead...

i always been given the same first impression...
"at the first look,you look like a snobbish girl.giving a cold expression like that and i'm scared of you"
-thats normal,people...-
"when we started to talk to each other...'wow',i think...you are not that bad...instead you are so cheerful,so funny n quite a prankster too..."
-again,there is nothing new in that-
people think im cold,n then when we started to talk we actually can click together....
and sometimes,they said that i wasnt unhappy with my life,seems like i juz follow the flow of my life and accept all things juz like that...
well,people....do i have to show it to you when i'm crying my heart out??
duh.think about it will you...nobody like anyone see them when they are crying....
and sure...i am the type who hide everything with a smile...(yet they called me snobbish..isk3)
there is times i want to be someone else,to be in someone life but not me,so that i could see how people think about me...
but then,it is too much work then..to be,to act like someone else...
i can bet my life on this,only a few people that have seen my tears,as in i am really crying when the burden is too much for me....and that few people is less then 10...and they are the one i trust to witness when i am in my darkest state...
so people,if you had see me shed my tears in front of you,without hiding it,then you are my truly friend...
be proud of it,as it is hard to gain my trust...
till i have the guts to shed tears again,anyyeong....

So far so....??

Ak mmg ske gler gamba neh...Mekasih la kt Ira yg xpt nk enteprem...
yg specky tuh,Bell...yg pkai shawl adik sorg jek...so kt blakang tuh mst Una la kan....
ker...korg xknl ak dh??



siries ckp...ktorg pakat ngan dak tutor jer pkai purple ntuk gamba klas...
tp dak tutor len pon ader gak...
cam klas Ecah yg dok kt sebla Bell tuh...


So.....cenggini la ropenye pas tgkp......mmg xdok diam r ktorg...
klas len pon cm jeles jer tgk klas ktorg happening...keke....



neh wktu raye aji ritu....sebla kire tu kazen ak...sebla lg mst la adek terchenta yg tgh ngadap SPM...
tibai la ko SPM tu...t jd cm ak....kua3...
korg pasan paper x??


 haaa....ni mmg paparazi pnyer keje.....(erk...ader sesaper name Razi??)
bru la nmpk terang,jelas dan nyata ek...ceh...da mcm tajwid..keke...
mmg ak sound gle lps tgk gamba neh...
"korg ni ngorat ke ape??"
nk flirt pon depan ak...jage la sket ati insan yg maseh seorg neh...keke...



neh waktu g Kalumpang....mandi sungai wktu cuti sem ritu...
hak2...dedi n mama ak g keje,pstuh otw blek tu suruh siap...
ape lagi,mmg sepantas guruh ktorg siap....
huh...ajak jalan laju jer....suruh wt keje,btg idung xnmpk..keke...
so...pd ari ni juge la ak dpt laptop yg ak tgh gune neh...
blek tu sje je..da alang2 lalu blakang UPSI tuh...
"ayah,jom TENGOK laptop jap..."
n dedi pon ikut la kater ank bertuah dye neh...
n spt eksperimen ak dolu2,dpt laptop sebijik...keke....
tp esoknyer la bru amek....n lps amek tuh,ak pon melencongkn dedi ak lg skali...
kali ni...dpt BROADBAND! haha...ak mmg ske memerah duit dedi..keke...
sori la dedi...anakmu yg terchenta ni janji,blaja lajen2 pasni..keke...



neh pon wktu raye aji gak...sajer je test selca neh...gaye cm best jek..
skali letak kt twitter,tram kater ak kiut...hak2...
aser cm nk glk guling2 jer...mmg btol lar kot....
indah khabar dari rupe...in this case?
indah GAMBAR dri RUPE...keke.....



Neh gamba spesel ntuk cik Dayah Lion....
amek la ko jimmy neh...hak2...
neh la Abang aku...keke....nseb la spe nk jeles...ade??
ak kesa???
keke...gmba neh amek 1st day 2nd sem mule...ktorg tgh free...yg dye neh ader klas...
tp timetable tggl kt bilik..xtow nk g mane...haaaa...elok sgt la tuh,abang...
byk sgt la ko pnye berubah...heh....
ni dgr citer td kne kick...keke...ntah la....


sajer jer post yg neh....ni name dye Bintang....(jangan la gelak korg....)
bru seminggu wktu neh...nseb la lps dorg kuar ak blek raye aji...
mmg nseb malang la sumer kucing ak....
mmg ak bwk lari..keke...tido skali...haha...jgn tkujat...siries....
ak bwk tido...haha....ade lg 3...tp yg neh jer baik nk tido atas katil aku neh....
yg len sumer menjerit2 mcm ak nk semelih..hehe...tau la raye aji...
tp org xwt tow,rendang kucing ke,kitten blackpaper ker...heh...
nseb comel..kalo x...sayang gak..keke...sajer jer....
adeh..puas la membebel...penat,nk tido....
daaaa......annyeong!!!

To All My Friend....Wherever You Are.

I want to dedicate this post to all my friends...
from all over Malaysia....and all over the world...
students of : Taski Bt.20 Kuang,Selangor.(1997)
Tabika Kemas,Kuang,Selangor.(1998)
SK Kuang,Selangor.(1999-2002)
SK Sg. Behrang,Perak.(2003-2004)
SMKA Sultan Azlan Shah,Perak.(2005-2007)
SBPI Gopeng,Perak.(2008-2009)
Kolej Matrikulasi Perak.(2010-2011)
Peserta Kem Kenaikan Pangkat Peringkat Daerah & Negeri
Peserta Kawad Kaki Kebangsaan.(2008)
My Fellow SONES...Camilla(Canada),Cesca unnie(Canada),Jennie unnie(Canada),Ray(Japan),Tram(Phillipine),Dee unnie(Phillipine)...
And of course, MYSones...
Diba unnie,Adi unnie,Jebat oppa,Darina,Brenda,Adib,Poon, and all who I didn't mention here.
I juz want you guys to know,this I really meant this song for you...

Girls' Generation- My Bestfriend

eoje jakeun datumedo
oneul utgo anajugo
kamssajugi ja seoro yaksok~
(You are my best friend)

keujeo heunhan gominedo 
gwaenhi honja chamji malgo marhaejugi
hanbeonman deo yaksok~

nan nega useul ddaemyeon nado haengbokhae (jeongmal)
nan nega seulpeul ddaemyeon nae du nundo jeotneun geol

i sesang hanabbunin my friend
naui kibbeum naui yeonghon
keureon sojunhameul jikyeogalge
haneure yeonwonhi maengsehae
saranghae chinguya

eonjena naega
(ne kyeote) 
himi dwoeeo julggeoya 
(hangsangnan) 
pyeongsaengtorok neomanui danjjak

joheun yeonghwa joheun norae joheun saram chajeumyeon ggok allyeojugi
 uri hamgge yaksok~
(No no no no)
aggawohaji malgo 
mashittneun geot seoro sajugi 
songarakeul geolgo yaksok~

nan nega obseul ddaemyeon neomu sseulsseulhae (jeongmal)
nan nega apeul ddaemyeon jam mot deulgo keokjeonghae

i sesang hanabbunin my friend
 naui kibbeum naui yeonghon
keureon sojunhameul jikyeogalge 
haneure yeonwonhi maengsehae 
saranghae chinguya
nae salmui seonmuriya my friend 
naui boseok naui gijeok
keureon kamsahameul jikyeogalge 
haneure ddo hanbeon maengsehae 
saranghae chinguya

hamgge sonjabgo 
mideum hanamyeon 
eoddeon irideun nan du ryeobji anheungeol
u jeongiran mal eosaekhajiman
 urireul wihaeseo mandeureonaen yegi gata, 
my friend~

i sesang hanabbunin my friend 
naui kibbeum naui yeonghon
keureon sojunhameul jikyeogalge 
haneure yeonwonhi maengsehae 
saranghae chinguya
nae salmui seonmuriya my friend 
naui boseok naui gijeok
keureon sahameul jikyeogalge 
haneure ddo hanbeon maengsehae 
saranghae chinguya

yeppeun byeolmyeong jitgo jangnanchigo 
meotjin us seoro kaggeum baggwo ibgo
danchukbeonho il beon nae beonhoro
 keurigo danjjakeun ggok pyeonsaengtorok

Neon yeongwonhan naye chingu
Dan hanapunin nae chingu
Neon yeongwonhan naye chingu
Dan hanapunin nae chingu


Translation
Although we had a small argument yesterday
Let's laugh, hug, and embrace each other today.
Alright, let’s make a promise
You are my best friend

Even if your worry may seem trivial
Don’t keep it to yourself
Share it with me. Promise me one more time.

Whenever you laugh, I’m happy too
Whenever you’re sad, my eyes tear up too.

There's no one else in the world like you, my friend
You're my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure this preciousness
I swear to the heavens forever
I love you my friend

I’ll always be
by your side
I'll be your strength
I'll always be
your best friend forever

If we find a good movie, a good song, or a good guy, make sure to tell the other
Let’s promise each other
(No no no no)

Let’s not think of it as a waste and
Buy each other delicious meals
Let's pinky-promise

When you’re not here, I really feel lonely
When you’re sick, I can’t fall asleep and I worry about you

There's no one else in the world like you, my friend
You’re my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure the preciousness
I swear to the heavens forever
I love you my friend
You’re the gift in my life, my friend
You’re my jewel and my miracle
I’ll continue to appreciate you
I swear to the heavens once again
I love you my friend

as long as we hold hands
 and have faith 
I won't be afraid of anything
The word friendship may sound awkward, 
but I think that word was created for us.
My friend

There's no one else in the world like you, my friend
You’re my joy and my soul
I'll continue to treasure this preciousness
I swear to the heavens forever
I love you my friend
You’re the gift in my life, my friend
You’re my jewel and my miracle
I’ll continue to appreciate you
I swear to the heavens once again
I love you my friend
(My best friend)

We make pretty nicknames for each other and play around (And play around)
Sometimes, we'll share our nice outfits (You are my best friend)
Put my number as your first speed dial contact
We'll be best friends forever
Forever you’re my friend
You’re my only one, my friend
Forever you’re my friend
You’re my only one, my friend

Special mention : Members of 1 Ibnu Al-Haitham,2 Ibnu Khaldun,3 Ibnu Sina,4 Ibnu Khaldun,4 Razi,5 Razi,F1T7A & B,F3T17A & B,Dayah Lion,Kinah Sourz,Jeni,Paweh,Una,Adik,Bell,Ira,Sue,Lydia,Umi,Elmo,C-bah,Emma n the rest....Saranghae.... ^^ <3333333
video
saye nk tunjuk kakak2 saye.....jgn sebok kalo tanak tau...keke......

PSPM 1....

jeng3....keke......
sajer je nk bgtau sye neh xterpilih utk kuar kmpk neh...keke....
bpe pointer??hak3....jgn di tnyer.....asal lepas suddaa......
mama sye pon kte,syukur la xkne tndang.....mlm td siap sms ag uh,psl twrn kementerian sumber manusia...
diploma akademik n diploma kemahiran...jd cikgu?? mmg x ar...hak2....bkn taste sayer...
asal kekal kt sini suddaa....tp skg dh rase cm nk kuar plak..keke...
bkn aper...sye nk kuar g jj jer...mggu ni pon taley outing....mggu dpn lak krismes....lmbt la sye nk bli album bru...
tp disaksikan anjung siswa neh..(pasal sy on9 kt sini...)
sye jnji la,nk skor btul2 ntuk ups1 ngan pspm2 t....
sye da lapar la...nk mkn....org len sumer loncat2 dpt 4 rate,sye cool sje...
naseb la ptg ni tader kelas...ngeh2....
k lar...sye nk gerak g kafe....tp gye cm ramai org...celeberet la kater kan....
k lar...chow lu...annyeong.....

Notakaki: sajer je test neh,sbb dlm ICT sye blaja footnote..keke....

Friday, November 26, 2010

juz because.......

sajer je nk post neh...ptg neh stat kol 6 ade kem ntuk ajk blok....
of coz la ak kne pg...mlm dgr citer ader burung hantu smpai kol 1....
tu yg best tuh....tp pnat kot...
esok kne g lumut plak,explorace...smpai mlam gak...tp best r..consider outing gak....
sbb mggu nih xley outing..haha...
kalo la ader speedy kt tesco,sng sket...tp gaye cm xde...
nk bli album bru ah....lme xngabihkan duit neh...keke...
mntg2 elaun da msuk...hehe....
kalo btol la spe dpt elaun xkne tndg,selamat la hambe.....

seram kot nk tggu result kuar neh...ades......
ptg ni ade pelancaran apekebendentah...kt dsk.....
mmg ak tido lar kt blik ptg neh...
ni pon gaye cm nk tido dh.....smlm gle xigt stay up...smpai 5pg...
2lab report ngan 1chapter tutor chemist.....finally,procrastination had taken its toll on me.....
i need to stop this blabbing here,right N.O.W.
annyeong.................

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Kuchiwa......

seriously aku xske on9 kt umah...lmbap nk mati....tp kene lar  juge sbb.....
mmg kuchiwa ari neh....
start dri pg lg....
ag g cc kt sner,(maner?pike sndri..)
smlm ak trtggl pendrive ak,nk cpt sgt kejar music bank...
mubank pon 1,smalam lar plak dye nk awalkn...adeii....
dpt tgk sket jer....yg dpn xtgk,ujan lebat doe...
pas da reda sket,my dedi lar pule....tgk takraw...
mmg la mng...tp trlps plak snsd waiting room...n spt beser lar...
tweet aku trpilih ag....rmai org msia yg dh dpt,tp bkn ak...(cm lagu jer plak,tapi bkn aku)
balek kt cc td,tnyer la abg yg agak hensem tuh....tp xde...abg yg xhensem 2 pon ckp tader...
kene tggu abg yg sehat plak...dye soh bg no fon,ptg bru dye kol kalo ader...
neh da 12.54am ari ahad da,tader pon...
wassalam la kingston 8gb ak...

pstu ak trus pg situ(maner?cri sndri gak..)
tujuan utame...kan ak da bg tau ritu.....
gua serang kfc lar....
pintu rosak,dye suruh gune pintu lg satu,ak trik la pintu kt sblh knn tuh...
tarik2 xbole,tgk2 ad lg pintu kt kiri....
msuk2 jer ak tgk kakak ngan abg tuh snyum2...gelak kt aku r tuh....
da lar lgsung tader org q..kalo ader xde la nmpk sgt....
pstuh nk order neh...kakak tuh ckp aper ntah ak xdnga...kne la dye ulg...
bese lar,org pakai earpiece mcm ak...mne dnga...
sajer je nk wat ak sgn kt situ...
tp bese lar...ak wat muke kerek ak..mmg slalu jd lar....

then aku trus lar serang seat tepi,yg connect ngan pizza...
amek laptop,on n trus donlod.....
giler xigt r donlod....mmg laju siot....suker aku..keke...
ayam pon pndg sbla mte je...tp mkn gak lar...
nseb bek lar wktu on9 soshified,cesca xabes ag radio dye...
lme gler kot xdgr suare dye....
last week ader muet,past 2wks kt umah,mmg xbley r...
ak shout jer trus dye bace...n of coz la dye igt kt dongsaeng terchenta dye neh....
mmg lawak giler dgr dye nyanyi,spazzing aper sume...
korg nk dgr ke??
boley jer....tp english slang kanada lar....
ok jer,xlar accent sgt cm scottish....tu giler maut nk dgr btl2..
kalo ikutkn,aku ader 1 yeodong canada,1yeodong japan,2unnie canada,1unnie philipine,n the rest?malaysia...ader bdk uitm,mmu,perlis,sbh,byk ag lar....
juz sorg neh...xsilap mexico kot..ntah la....

pastuh...mcm yg ak plan gak...lepak cc plak.....3jam kt situ....
lg syok...agak laju lar sbb tgh rmai bdk2 men game...aper la nk jadi bdk2 skg...
sume muke xmatured lg....dok ats kusi pon kaki xjejak da pndai men game on9...
kalo free taper,neh siap ader prepaid cm fon tuh...ngabih duit kt cc satu,abeh duit kt prepaid tu pon ye gak...
adey....muke sume comey2 je...tue lagi adek aku agknyer....
then aku memblahkn diri lar...balek umah....
recharge....n my lappy is good to go...
smbung mlm tgk chong wei.....
ahhhh.....point di situ....
sakit gak lar tekak n....naseb dedi g msjid,kalo x,pecah tingkap...
jerit kuat sgt...
and then smbung....of coz la aku roots 4 daehan minguk....
xtau??daehan minguk tuh namer korea lam hangul kot....
tu sbb kalo korea lwn,maner ader jerit korea....
dorg kn ader utara selatan,kne la gne nme len...
kalo cheers utk china plak....
'Lin Dan(pap3),Chaiyok!(pap3)'
haaa....cenggitu la munyik dye...
park sunghwan neh xensem...tp sbb nk chong wei mng,sokong lar gak...
ensem lagi yon dae....cute jek...hehe...
n spt bese lar,ap yg kite nk mmg xpat pnyer...
super dan mng ag....abes la chong wei sok...ngan saket blakang nyer...
mmg kene blasah lar....
n padan juge mke aku...xpat tgk....
sok nk balek dh...brg brsepah ag....

then....jeng3
bru lar ke saat yg memfrustkn aku....
set 1st elok dh.....jauh beza point dye....
tp koo ngan tan men kelam kabut lar.....
kido pon asik smash jer....menci aku.....
set 2 tuh mmg best lar ble dpt deuce....
alih2 kalah lak...igt str8 set...
rubber set mmg xbest....
sng sgt ilang point...byk out.....
cm aper jer...pstuh dedua byk dok ky baseline plak....
adey...kn regu neh sorg dpn sorg blakg....adeiii....
my dedi balek wktu chong wei nk mng....
wktu koo ngan tan neh mmg gamat la umah....
last2 syp jer.....
baek jer n mk aku perli....td bising sgt,asal syp plak.....
adussss ibuuuuuu....jgn ditnye....
pedih tgk pakwe klh....
saper??msti la bkn chong wei walopon mke dye cm jaebom ex 2PM
tan bong hiong lar...tp name dye pon ak xpsti neh...
ensem gak lar dye neh....walopon lin dan ag ensem....

da lar....tu jer nk ckp...mls nk type dah....
pnt tgn ngan jari neh.....sok da smpai aku post ag.....
ader wifi...lg best...laju,free plak tuh.....
daaa...annyeong......

p/s:nk merepektulih korea senonyer...tp xtau nk tulih aper....try la jap...ehem2....
   'ne saranghaneun oppa deul,bong hiong oppa....
   oppa,na jigeumkaji neonbarasseo....oppa kien kiat wa gatchi.....
   oppa neo...nomu moshisseo.....jeongmal ddaebakiya......
   kende,wae gapjagi keurohke mandeurosseo? hokshi....neo....eodi apa??
   amuri mandeuljiman,nan neol hangsang saranghage....yaksokhae....
   oppa,pogijima.....arasseo??pogihal andwae....
   hwaiting oppa.....nan neol saranghae,yeongwonhi......
   annyeong oppa........himnae!!'

pepandai lar translate....

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

esemen.........................

yeeeee.......bete dtg skali ag.......
dedi bete still on de road agaknyer......
kiter smbung blek.......
neh pon rajen sbb twitter ta ley bukak jer,ssf pon samer....
tpi tu lar an.....
dlm rmai2 lecturers tuh.....sir shahar gak yg bete rindu....
bkn kater miss yatt xbest....ok what...sempoi gak tp....
org kater,yg lamer trus dikenang...(ader ker??pepandai je bete..)
sumer org tau pas abes jer klas BI aper yg bete wat....
ayat neh mmg xtggl....
'Thank u,sir,Goodbye sir,Love u,sir,Miss u sir"
siries lar.....xcye tnye la beliau sndri..
kalo psl klas kt mane pon beliau kontek bete....
mmg bete lyn mcm ermmmm....aper ek??
mcm uncle bete kot.....
ag pon bete mmg suke BI neh..(sape kater bete suke korea jek??!!)


lmbtnyer lar dedi bete neh nk smpai.....
da lar ta mkn ag neh....eksited punyer psl....
ptg neh ader invincible youth kt kbs world....
even if yuri ngan sunny da tader lam tuh,
nk gak tgk victoria ngan ape la nme kakak after school sorg neh...jap2,nk selak epop jap...
haaaaaaaaaa....nme dye ju yeon...klako xigt ar....
xreti keje2 kebun neh tpi audition gak...ble dpt,xtow nk wt keje..
sunhwa pon best gak....cm klako jer tgk dye cm org bengong...keke...
adeiiii.....bete da dgr munyik hon van dedi ler.....
tpkser la ciao skg....daaaaa.....

uiks......

dedi bete xsmpai ag lorh.....
bete nk smbung sket r...td wk2 lepak dpn LH4 nk tggu msuk,smbg2 ngan kwn2 bru...
cmbest jer an sembang ngan Sarah,Dayah,Alia ngan Mila yg nyibuk...
da bley guro2 dh....lme2 better lar an....
yer la...nme pon dak tutor an...
musti lar bek2 jer....
nk dok skali 1 sem sme2....

tetiber aser cm bley get along jer an ngan dorg....
bak kate omputih,ader kemistri....
lg best...cm tutor lamer bete gak,most girls bdk kerian...
sng lor klo de paper...
Alia kt 1st floor...tiha skali ngan bete n adek,2nd
Sarah kt 3rd floor...
saliha (yes!!!bete da igt name beliau!!) ngan dayah xsure la plak an...
tp ingat yerrrr.....bkn Dayah Lion uh....keke...
tutor bru neh yg bestnyer lecturers....
mmg sumer sempoi ar...
lg best tuto math..kiki...
sir sah mmg cumil.....hakhak...
terpikat sekejap di situ...
dlu ngan puan fariza cm nk xnk jer msuk klas....
lecture pon best...slamat ta dpt mister rem ag dh....
sir redzuan mmg best....
tp tu ler.....bete rindu kt abg mie ler....
beliau ajar math lu....
skg neh mrs kalai....mke pon cm xbpe nk mesre2 gitu....
taper la yer medem....i'll try to love u like i did to my abe mie ek.....
eden torai....
tuh cm munyik enjen van dedi bete jek...
nk cekikdaut jap ah.....
dododododo........

balek...balek...balek...

yg neh mmg kene post lam bm....
sok rayer....yeh yeh....sok rayer.....keke....
so mknenyer......kuar lar bete drpd KMPk neh.....
asik tgk utan pon boring gaks.....

ermm....skg da 12.54pm.....my dedi on de way lar nk dtg cni....
ape??ank mnjer??uiks.....bete xcm tu lorh....
kalo ikut an mmg r nk nek bas....tp sndri mklum lar....
mne la tau tiket tader....bete mane penah bli tiket kt cik mus tuh....
slalu bli sndri jer...ikut naseb....
kalo transnesyenel ade kol 1,cpt lar bete bley tgk KBSworld kt umah...
kalo idak,hmmmm....koi 2 lar...
xpon nek Azra....tp leceh la Azra...dye msuk dlm...
kalo nek Transnesyenel 2jam smpai dh...Azra??
nek kol 1 pon smpai kol 4 gak...
tuh kalo ader la pon tiket an....
kalo tader,kol 6 la btolak....
sape nk semelih lembu kt kg bete tuh??
kalo bete lmbt smpai,make lmbt la juge blek kg...
da lmbt blek kg...lmbt la dedi bete nk semelih.....kn sian kt lembu tuh....
sian gak kt bete xmerase daging blackpaper..keke....

aiks...kol 1 dah?adui....beg xkms ag neh.....dedi smpai kang,bru mcm ribut....
tp taper....cool...dok umah jer....bju selai ckup lar....pndai2 la bete tibai
my yeodongsaeng nyer bju....hmm??xphm??adusss....adik pompuan lar....

tu dia rumet bete da blik sorg...Lydia...
bdk Penang...
ader ag 2...Umi ngan Sue...
sorg phg sorg parit buntaq...
sumer pakat nek bas...dan2 tu juge la sumer balek kol 2...
penuh la postgad tuh...sumer bas smpai kol 2...
walaweh...kene batur plak ker...cm budak skolah...tau lar skolah ak seblah jer...

seb bek lar physics lecture last rini...
sng jer nk bodek2 sir redzuan tuh...
dpt la lps kol 12.45 td...
kalo ejas sket lg kompem blek kol 12 stgh...tp bese la kan....
org bg betis,jgn la mnx pehe plak....xbsyukur namenyer tuh....

td pg td bgn awal...smpt la juge ntuk pestaim bekpes dlm sem 2 neh..
slalu mnjg xsmpt jer...
lepak dpn chemist lab tggu miss ainul...
orgnye kecik jer....tp.......aisemen...
ganas ler juge.....otai2....
skali ader la pule pop kuiz....naseb lar xbyk sgt da abes blaja....
hess law pon still gagap2 ag....
bete suke algebraic method jer....
tu pon sbb bngge dpt jwb 1st soklan miss sofia ritu..kua3


malam tadi mmg sggup r stay up nk tgk mv beast an...tp donlod masuk fon jer la...
bb nk limit dah..kne r jimat....
tp xclear lar video tersebut...ye lar...
beliau pon 3gp jer...mmg kureng lar....taper2...
ble kpopsubs da kuar ti...bete donlod lar....hd punyer,lg gempak...

begini lar rope beliau...
sok ta bley kuar gi mane2...so ari kames la bete g cc....
adik2 bete pon skola...laju la line kt cc ti...
sbtu bley la lepak kfc,cilok line pizza kt sebla tuh...kalo lappy neh cm dh mnx nyawe jer...
bru smbung g cc kt ctu plak....bernas x idea bete ngabihkn duit dedi??keke....

oh no!!!!1.22 menet dah...mmg kene siap lar skng...tp lmbt cm snail lar video nih nk load....
bete tggl je lar kt cni.....
nk kms baju,komik,magazine,poster,klik,epop aper sumer bagai...
huh??anda tnyer di mane buku??hak.hak.hak.
lawak la anda nih....
mmg sejak azali lg bete,rumah,buku ngan omwek x sebulu...
da lar BI kne cri psl 1 topik...
and grup bete,a.k.a. adik n yeoh pilih social networking...keke...
nk tgk bpe rmai ader fesbuk,frenster,maispes,twiter,tumbler,live jurnal,dannnnnnnnnnnnnnn......
*drum roll* 
BLOG.
yehahaha....mmg suker kalo bnde2 psl intenet neh.....tp....bese lar..
sumernyer ke arah entetemen......
lumrah skg kn...
bete tanak ckp byk2...nnt bete sndri yg terase....

dri tdi kater nk kms....xbgn2 gak ag dri katil neh...
jnji melayu....mcm tuh lar an...
sbut psl melayu,nme pendrive,memori kad,file hatta segale bende pon,bete bg name,
AKUMELAYU.
tp adek bete yg jahanam....a.k.a tutormate bete tuh sound....
"igt an AKUKOREA"
adusssssssssssss.......
pedih sungguh sembilu yg menembusi hati.....
mmg ler bete gune bahase korea,mnt org korea,nk pegi korea....
tp...bete syg ag mesia neh...
smlm dlm mock survey ntuk BI,
tiha ckp
"awk msti suker drama korea an'
dgn pnuh konpiden uh...
bete balas lar....
"X."
tkejut minah tuh..keke...sori la tiha...
bete minat lagu jer....
walopun tapahamsepataharam
bete search la mkne dye....
sumer lam BI lak...
sbb tu bete EXCELL BI neh...
keke....so,hangul pon terexpert skali la...

uiks....1.35....
mmg wajar la bete caucincau....
video neh.......kensel lar.....laen taon bete aplod balek.....
dadadada..............

Saturday, November 13, 2010

1st week is over....another week is coming...

finally....i manage to survive my 1st week of 2nd semester....
everything is still new to me but at least,i've talked a lil bit with my new tutormates...
early diz morning i got MUET test....n of course i get to meet all my former tutormates...
i never knew that i miss them so much....
especially Una,my buddy in every single activities in class..
she is the funnies out of us...n she never ashamed of her behaviour
i still remember what she said when i say its hard to find her during class exchange...n she said...
'biase lar...aku kan artis'
and yes...did i told u she is the most 'perasan' girl in my class??keke...
n i always miss Bell...she is considered older than me..but act like a kiddo...
sumtimes i went to her block,teja juz to see her...n im the one who she would tell about her n wan..
zaryn...my adik,as she is the youngest in our class...even boys called her adik...
well...she is in the same block as me,same level,n (un?)fortunately same tutor class with me,diz sem...
its funny...coz we seems to be inseparable...keke....n she got her Pa too...who she sometimes told about me...
n i can assure u all...Pa's voice is softer than me..keke...
then came kak long,mahiza,ira n azira.....except for azira who is in intan,all of them are also in kerian...
kak long at 4th floor,mahiza at 3rd n ira 1 level below me,1st floor...
even if we r in the same block,its funny when we hardly see each other,whether when we're laving for class at morning or came back at noon...

i cant say that all our boys members r the best in KMPk...
3 of them r even famous among lecturers...as they oftenly skip classes...
but still we r grateful coz they never make our class boring...
Sayuthi is the only PDT in our class,making him the only 19-er in our class...and beware,he already get himself a 'kak long ipar'...or so we called her..keke...
then,mamat...our class monitor...well....nothing much about him..but he IS a funny person...
Amzar,math genius in our class....he is expert in math juz like Una n Ira do...but...we always pair him up with Una...as Ira already had her Shah...
Aiman....our abang ngah...a good looking n some lecturers even asked him to be a model...keke....u wish...idk how it started but we start to pair him up with Mahiza,the silent,shy girl in our class..
And lastly...my own abang....well,at first it was juz me that called him abang...somehow...everyone in our class called him abang..keke...
Tirdmizi...or Jim according to what his blackshare clan called...n he is the most popular guy in well...if not in KMPk,maybe in physics stream...but...of course...he is not that perfect....
he is the one that most lecturers know...for skipping class is nothing new for him....
he kept saying,'aku nak berubah,doe' but still....hmmmm...
juz.....lets wait n see if he will for this sem...

thats the story of our class...even if there r so many flaws u could find in us,thats only make us stronger...
sincerely,im grateful for having them in my class...as our class r not that boring compare to the others..
welll....juz so u noe...i still heart them till now....
compared to my new class...its nothing near the word 'close' between us...but then,
lets work it out...
alright sarah,alia,tiha,dayah,firdaus,nasution,aizat,amaluddin(?),syafiq,yeoh n another girl but i cant remember...mianhae....
it juz that i want F3T17B gives the same vibe as F1T07B did...
auchh....my head still hurt because of MUET ya noe...
till then,annyeong......

Monday, November 8, 2010

sandy eyes,stuffy nose...

aish....still cm mengong2 ag....bahane tido petang..
ngeeeeeeeee.............1st day 2nd sem,not bad.....
juz...still didnt introduce ourselves...today,juz full of lectures...
speaking of lecture...aigoo....LH4,i almost believe that i experience winter in it...
note to myself,MUST.BRING.SWEATER.PERIOD.

da lar bete neyh xtahan dok lam sejuk lme2....
asal ekon slow kt library pon xthn,apetah ag kt lecture hall oversea nuh....
consequence nyer....dok wat suju nyer rubbing dance jer lar...(sorry sorry sorry sorry)

aishh....my head went wrong in diz cold state....
need to warm it up....
whoa....sounds like ukiss song,light it up..keke...
wuteva....i need my soshi dose,n my fan fic dose,N.O.W. NOW RIGHT NOW.(did i juz use Jessie's trademark??)
well....cyheahh....chow.....zass.....jigeumun,jalhago shippo...keke...

A New Beginning...

So...
Here am i...
Finally,i have a blog...
My social network is added,again...
Starting from friendster,move to myspace,then addicted to soshified,start tweeting n now,blogging...
Funny,i dont feel like to create a facebook....
Yep,jew...

Talkin bout a new beginning....(sounds like SNSD debut album at japan..w/e)
it is 3.26am nov 8th 2010...
in another,well...less than 5 hours i'll have my 1st lecture,for 2nd semester...
juz like another season of school...
new chapters,new books,new lesson,new friends,new lecture hall,new lecturers,new schedule,
everything is new...
but,the most important thing is...
a new ME.

Still waiting for the result...
and it still haunting me....
will i make it to the end of this final semester?
or stumble in the middle?
i've tried my best...
and hoping for the best...

3.32am...
seriously,i need to sleep...
normal people already drift into their wonderland...
but...
im a normal people no...
it seems like my body system only had 12hours in a day...keke...
dont ask me how it happens...
cuz human body got its own mystery...
jalcha...annyeong...