Saturday, January 1, 2011

Another New Beginning...part two.

back to the story...
as a curious person as i am,i click at random link on the related video part,which brought me to hello baby snsd...and believe me when i say one episode is enough to make me red and hot as i tried to surpress my laughter in public...immediately i searched on wiki about them and i started to watch their shows,knowing their                                                                                                        songs and album,and at that time too i know about Soshified,the site that feeds my curiousity of my new found interest....only then that i started to watch their shows,constantly change from hello baby to girls go to school...and it is their charm that got me confess my liking to them...because if i only like them because of their face,i might have do so when i watch their Gee mv long time ago...

after i got my result that i know i deserve by judging of my preparation,i continue to learn every single thing about them...and i have to admit it,my love for them juz different from SuJu n DBSK.maybe because i found them by myself,when DBSK is introduced by my twins friends and SuJu is from Teyna who currently is in Jordan.and i kinda envy her cuz she got to attend SuShow2 at KL.
while waiting for letter from any college,i manage to finish watching most of their old show..why old? because i want to know them from the beginning as i started later than the other sones...
so i finished hello baby,girls go to school,horror movie factory,and the show that touched my heart the most,KJE chocolate.thats when i realise,that they are also normal girls,juz like me,but with a bit of luck on their sides.It shocked me to know that Tiffany,lost her mom since she was young.And i do think since then,Tiffany receive my love juz a lil bit more from the other girls...

i remember i had sign in to Soshified before this,when the layout still show the girls in Oh! outfit 

juz to find news about them.after that,i came across it again and since then i decide to be active on it.but,its been a long time since the layout already changed to Run Devil Run as their repackaged album had been released 

and i forgot my username and password.so i had to create a new account,using my favourite japanese name,only that it is boys name,making people always think i am a japanese.
and juz like that i spend my April until early of May.

10th May,once again i enter student mode and registered into KMPk,which,unfortunately nearby my old school..and once again,i had to bear with hostel life.i attend my orientation with new hope and new strength,meeting new faces and some of my old friends from both of my previous school...only to be crushed the next day...
I was back in my room after lunch to get ready for our evening orientation session,when i noticed i got missed calls from my mom.i called her back,only to be surprised by her cries saying that my cousin oppa involved in accident.o-o..ookay,then how is he? thats what i asked her.and i had to repeat his name,Apik 3 times when my mom said that he was gone.it struck me hard and my tears started to rolled down...

i want to go back so bad but my mom ask me to stay strong and pray for him.and i did.not long after that,my father's cousin which is also my bestfriend called me,asking if i will attend the funeral.

and i had to surpress my tears telling him that i wont be back,i asked him to tell Apik,for the last time,that i love him.
and i know,its gonna be hard for both of us as we as a trio bestfriend never leave each other since we were kids.well,we grew apart as we grow but we become close again in 2007,when we spend our year end vacation together.


and starting from that day,that moment,i promised myself on his name that i will go to university for his sake.
we might grew apart for the past few years,but the fact that we grow up together cannot be denied.i remember saw a pic of him,hugging me from behind when i was three and he was four i guess...
and his lost really hit me hard,as my tears kept pouring down at the thought of him,even if i had to finish my orientation week.and for the full week,sore eyes and stuffy nose accompanied me.

but,i still continue my daily life,gaining the strength from the new day...and thats how i survive here...
the first day of class kinda awkward for me,as im not the type that will confront people to be friend with them...i sat silently and fortunately the girl besides me is quite a talker...thats how i made my first new friend,Husna Haryanti or simply we called her,Una.

and through her, i started to befriend with Zarina,or Zaryn as people called her,or adik,her nick in our class...

and often,lecturers mistook her for Nabilah,or Bell that i tagged along with after some time...

and starting from that,i started to get close to the others....Azirah,Shahirah,Mahiza,and later Shafikal or Kak Long as she came later...


only then i started to interact with the boys...despite one of them is crazily liked by Dayah Lion...


and i have fun having classmates like them...cuz seriously,we started to bond after that....

and continue with my life until one day i went to an outing,lurking at speedy and there i saw Run Devil Run album...

i was thinking hard,very hard whether to buy it or not....twice i roam around it and finally i decide to buy it...
thats the first album that i bought with my own money...
and lucky me,i got that extra big poster that i had to leave at home as it is to big to occupy my room wall...

and once Bonamana album is out,i snatch it as soon as possible...

making them the second kpop album in my collection...
it always be my dream to go to Time Square,to one store that my friend reccommend to me...
the only Kpop store that sell Kpop stuff,imported from korea....
and my wish comes true when i get back on Eid Adha holiday,and we spend it at Sentul,at my uncle's.
i persuaded my father to bring me there....i almost failed at first,but after i threatened him to bring me to KLCC instead,he agreed to bring me there.....






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